little thought

crest maiden had the ability to control wind, and she is able to travel across the time.
crest maiden is able to go back to the past or travel to future where she wish to go

in my real life, in reality, i dun have the POWER
to change the time, turn back time
how i wish i have ...
YES, as i seeing my client, my self, and also the Hurt that had make
i really wish i can have the power /magic to change the time/space
in fact, i am not a magician, i dun have supernatural ability
i am a ordinary human, who is always listen to different kind os issues/problem

active listening is vital role when interacting with client
when i listen to client's say. client's story
sometime, no doubtful my emotion really get distracted...
YEs, i might be cool, calm in front of client
could play very "beautiful. profesional self" project a good image and doing reflecting of the content say by client, but yet i know
inside me, is up side down....

a friends told me

the unpleasant sensational interpretation of your mind on this issue will cause your mind to harbor more hatred. Listening is purely the process of contact btw your listening senses and the sound object. Stop at that moment, then you shall be able to handle more of this tough issue in life. 

 

i learn how to distinguished and process my own personal self and profesional self
i find that,  it's good to role play as another character somehow
while, in real life, i dun roleplay the character as counsellor,
but in real life, i just need to roleplay myself,
who is just a girl friends of someone, who is just a normal being would like to have fun, and also a daughter who always wish to go home more frequently


just a little thought

..

maybe it's coincident or consciously i choose the ability of change time.
but, i see how  the character, CREST Maiden it is related to my real self

reflection: 31.5.10

this is 2nd time i role play as Crest Maiden, entering the Dramatic Role Playing World.
I read the email from Alex quite late yesterday afternoon too. however, i didn't manage to preview all the messages. i manage to open the google docs and read some layout of the chracter procfile.  i received SMS from Melinda, and she asked to forward sms and asked to used CHANTANGO (sifu request) to use Chatango for 2nd role play.

 i am late to home yesterday. as i am handling a rape case till 5.15 pm. Then, preparing my casenote, and do my weekly statistic report to hand in to my managerial department. My emotion really get distracted as i am listening to my client's story. YET, i manage to put  my emotion aside, and get in to role play.


When time reached 8pm: melinda, mary and cheng clock into SKYPE. we start to have verbal discussion, to set up chatango and also make some ground rules
there is 3 rules being agree
rules #1: please used the name of character, and when start to do questionning, please specify who do you talk to, eg, if Crest maiden would like to talk to Fidget,
Crest maiden: Fidget, hi, how are you? where do you come from?

rules #2: please used bracket (  ) at the end of question to show

rule # 3: agree to stop at 9.30 pm and self de-roll to have discussion in SKYPE

while i am able to start at chatango with seok binn.

when i am in thi Dreamy Adventure, chatango chat room, as Crest maiden, i feel like my concentration is not 100%, as Elaine get stuck, i try to call her on SKYPE, but yet, her skype audio got some problem ... so i and mary try to help to asked her to click the chatango link and go into chat box.  however, Elaine unmanage to get into this chatango world. and she have urgent matters to carry out, she left with apologies.

i feel a little